Copyright (c) 2019 by Randall R. Peterson ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
This is a work of fiction. All persons, locations and actions are from the author's imagination or have been used in a fictitious manner.
CAMERA
By
R. Peterson
It was the final day of
our vacation and I was browsing the last ten acres of the world’s largest flea
market in Quartzsite, Arizona when I spotted a rusty Flexaret twin-lens reflex camera loitering on a junk table, along
with a garage door opener and a radar detector. I’d been a camera nut ever
since fourth grade when I got my first non-mother kiss from Gloria Newberry
inside her father’s basement darkroom. Gloria ran out on me about the same time
the Kinks finished their first US tour … but my love of photography stayed.
“Don’t spend over
twenty dollars,” Nancy warned me. I’d lost my job with a public relations firm
and I intended to start looking for a job as soon as we returned. She followed
a dancing Charles to a table that sold Amazon blow-guns made from plastic-pipe
that shot real feathered darts.
Meopta, a
Czechoslovaian film company, started
building Flexaret VI Automat cameras
in 1947. This one was possibly much older perhaps an experimental model because
the manufacturer’s plate read Flexaret
4.19. The sticker on the side was $5.
“Can you still buy film
for this thing?” I asked the stoned looking senior citizen hiding behind the
table with below-the-shoulder-hair half-covering a Grateful Dead t-shirt. His
apple shaped old-lady, wife or girlfriend answered for him when she walked
around the canvas curtain shading his booth stirring a glass pitcher of orange
Cool Aide. “They stopped making 120 roll film last year, but most stores still
have some … if you know where to look.”
The film winder was stuck
on seven. I was pretty sure the camera had exposed film inside. An antique
photograph properly developed could be worth a fortune if the film was
undamaged. “How long has this thing been sitting in the sun?” I asked.
The hippy behind the
table laughed. “About thirty minutes,” he said. “Craziest thing I ever seen.”
He reached down with a bandaged hand and dropped a battered metal box on the
table that looked chewed on by the Jaws
of Life. “The camera was in this box when I found it in a cold storage unit
in Chicago. I went to two burglars and a cop and nobody could pick the lock. I finally
ended up having it cut open this morning by the guy selling metal saws two
booths down … all for a damn German camera that may or may not bring me five
bucks.”
“What makes you think
the camera is German?” I asked.
The Hippy produced a
hand lettered slip of yellowed paper from his shirt pocket. “I almost forgot. This
was on top of the camera.”
Mein
Liebling Eva mit all meiner Liebe - A the
note read.
“It’s been years since
I took German as my foreign language in High School, the Hippy said, “but I think
this camera was a gift!”
I put my hand on the
torn metal of the heavily insulated box … it was over ninety degrees out but it
felt cold.
I was turning the
camera over with my hands and noticed a spot of flaky tarnish clinging to the
bottom. I rubbed it away and then put on my reading glasses. I turned the
camera sideways to catch the light. Engraved in the metal base was a name … Eva Braun.
“I’ll take it.” I said.
-------2-------
Two days after we
returned to New York City I took the camera, the box and the note to a friend
of mine who specialized in antique photographs and rare documents. I was going
uptown anyway scattering resumes. “Is this worth anything?” I asked my old
friend Benjamin Goldstein.
“Eva Braun was Hitler’s
mistress for more than fifteen years and his wife for less than a day,” he
said. “If this is real, and not some hoax, it could be worth a fortune!”
“How can we tell if
it’s real?”
“I can take the note to
a handwriting expert and have it authenticated. Until then I’d advise you to
not let the camera or the lock box out of your sight. The undeveloped film
inside could be priceless!” He put the note into a plastic sleeve and promised
to call as soon as he found out anything.
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I’d home processed
hundreds of rolls of film over the last forty years still I was extra- meticulous
as I opened the camera in my darkroom. A professional should be doing this but
at the moment I was strapped for cash. The undeveloped film felt brittle. I was
careful to only touch it around the edges. Even with the glow of the red light
bulb my fingers felt like they were covered with boxing gloves as I loaded the
film onto a metal spool and placed it inside an aluminum canister. I added a
developing solution to transform the film into a negative and after agitating
the solution for the required time added a fixer to stop the process.
I held my breath as I
removed the negatives from the spool. Even under the red light bulb I could
tell something was wrong. The first three photos looked almost black there must
have been a light leak in the camera. The next three looked double exposed. The
remaining eighteen were mostly clear which meant the frames hadn’t been exposed
to any light.
I attached the
developed negative to a wire strung across one corner of my work area with a
clothes pin and crimped another to the bottom of the strip so that it would dry
straight. I reloaded the camera with fresh film. It was a habit I cultivated
from my earliest days. A camera without film is an opportunity lost. The phone
rang and I went upstairs to answer it.
Benny sounded ecstatic.
“I’ve taken your document to two experts and both are more than 95% certain
that the note was written by Adolph Hitler. One of them offered me a thousand
dollars on the spot!”
“You told him no?”
“Of course I did. This
isn’t just a note, it’s part of history. We’re talking five figures here and if
the photos in the camera turn out to be something we could be talking
millions!”
“We?” I couldn’t help
but smile.
“You need an agent,” he
said. “I’m not going to let you throw yourself to the wolves who prowl this
town!”
I was smiling when I hung up the phone. I had a
feeling Benny’s friendship was going to cost me but who knows … maybe we’d both
end up rich!
-------4------
I was even more careful with the negatives as I
loaded them into my enlarger and decided to make some photos. I chose eight by
ten papers even though the resolution on these cameras was meant for five by
five prints. I wanted to be able to study these pictures in detail.
It was just as I thought, all three of the useable
negatives were double exposed. The first print showed two Scottish Terrier dogs
apparently begging for food near a kitchen cabinet. In a ghostly overexposure,
on the same frame, were the same two dogs lying in an outside garden with
gunshot wounds to their heads. The second photograph was a cityscape of Berlin.
I spent hours with a magnifying glass mapping out the location of known
buildings and came to the conclusion that the photo had to be taken from the
balcony of the Reich Chancellery. Overexposed on the same frame were the same nearby
structures shattered and in ruin … broken brick, dust and rubble marking the
locations of once elegant and historic buildings.
The
third photograph showed a mustached man wearing a woman’s housecoat leaning on
the same balcony rails and seeming to stare toward a distant horizon as he
smoked a cigarette. For more than an hour I wasn’t sure the man was Adolph Hitler.
He looked much older and different when he wasn’t wearing a Nazi uniform. This
frame was also double exposed and it was the double exposure that finally
convinced me.
In a much closer
exposure, Adolph Hitler lay slumped against the back of a small sofa. His eyes
were open at the instant of death and he seemed to stare right at me. I was
terrified. He looked furious and defiant. A woman’s drawn-up legs could be seen
to the left of him. A smoking Walther Police
Pistol was clutched in his right hand and blood dripped from a gaping hole
in his right temple.
-------5-------
I
knocked the breath out of Benny when I called him on the phone and told him
about the developed photographs. It was almost a half-minute before he
responded and then he sounded like he’d drunk a glass filled with whistles.
“Don’t do anything,” he begged. “Not until I get there!”
“I
assured him that I’d do nothing with the photos or the camera … until he
arrived.
The strange photographs
kept flashing over and over in my mind. Each photo showed a seeming ordinary
scene overlapped by what looked like the moment of death for the subject. A
city isn’t really supposed to die but Berlin sure did in the last days of April
1945. I did some research and a dog
handler was reputed to have shot Eva Braun Hitler’s two beloved dogs shortly
after her and Adolph’s suicides. The strange thing was, I believed the photos I’d
developed were taken by Eva Braun herself. No one else had complete access to
Hitler’s personal life and his inner sanctum but her. But where did the double
exposures come from? Who would be around to photograph the instant of death for
the subjects?
A
cold chill ran down my spine as I stared at the camera sitting on my darkroom
worktable. The Flexaret twin-lens reflex camera suddenly seemed like some kind
of monster! “What the hell are you?” I gasped, “and why have you been locked
away all these years?”
The doorbell rang. Nancy and Charlie had gone out to
see a movie. I felt remorse. My wife had more time for our twelve year old son
than I did.
I went upstairs to answer it …
TO BE CONTINUED …
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